What's up

I know I should be posting more about my life than just about stuff I watch on TV. There is actually something going on, but I’m trying not to think about it, so I don’t really want to write about it either. But I will so you know what’s up: I’ve applied for a job, had an interview and also a sort of test day and now I’m waiting what their decision is. They e-mailed me yesterday saying it’s between me and one other person. Part of me wants the job, of course, but another part of me would be relieved not to get it. I’m always so afraid of new things and there are some aspects of the job I’m not sure I’d be good at. Although in theory I’m completely over-qualified. And of course as soon as I got the interview for that job, my current boss asked me to if I could stay for one month longer in this job cos one of my co-workers is moving to a different department and we’re kind of short of people. Dilemma. I hate having to make decisions, that’s for sure.